The Metamorphosis From Inner Awakening

On this New Year Day, for the first time, I welcome 2016 with great positivity and new possibilities that it is going to be a phenomenal year! Never have I felt this powerfulness within me in my life, it was only after attending a 21-day spiritual Yoga retreat called Nithyanandoham 1008 with my Guru, Paramhamsa Nithyananda (fondly known as Swamiji) in Phuket last December. So much purifications happened at the muscle memory, bio memory and bio energy levels that it is almost impossible to express the profound experience in words. Fundamentally, words are such poor substitute to describe the intense spiritual experiences and transformation which happened at the very core of my Being.

When I looked back, I could see how my whole Inner Awakening journey was preparing me to receive this ultimate mystical alchemy process. It all started in 2012 when I took a conscious decision to devote time, money and effort for my spiritual seeking during the auspicious 3-year window of conscious shift which began in Dec 2012 till Dec 2015. In Dec 2012 Inner Awakening program, I discovered that I had been suffering from one deep-rooted pattern for many births i.e. the pattern of inauthenticity which stopped me from my spiritual expansion. Inauthenticity comes from fears, ignorance and a wrong self-image. On the last day of Dec 2012 Inner Awakening program, I asked Swamiji to bless me to become authentic and He said “I will do it!” So in the entire year of 2013, I was doing a lot of completions using the science of completion as a technique to align myself back to the 4 spiritual principles of integrity, authenticity, responsibility and enriching self and others. Swamiji guided me to do a major overhaul of my 4 images – Inner Image, Outer Image, Life Image and Others’ Image. That created a fertile inner space for the seed of transformation to sprout.

Then in Dec 2013 Inner Awakening Program, I realised that I had a deep fear of my own Unknown – my huge possibilities but I was not sure how to overcome this fear. One very powerful initiation I received from Swamiji which had helped me to loosen up was ‘Chit-Jata Granthi Bhedana Deeksha’ which means experiencing the ultimate reality that we are pure consciousness. This initiation separates Chit (consciousness) and Jata (matter) so that we can establish ourselves in the Turiya state (pure consciousness). Chit Jata Granthi Bhedana means liberating our consciousness from matter like body and mind, helping us to wake up to the decisive components of life. After this initiation, I became more playful like a child and no longer bothered by incompletions. Swamiji shared this truth – “Man can’t make it, he has to be given”. He told us that he was also given this initiation by Arunagiri Yogishwara, an incarnation of Lord Shiva. Through this strong initiation, I was able to experience the Turiya state as a witnessing consciousness but no thoughts.

In Dec 2014 Inner Awakening was another quantum leap into the mystical plane of experiencing “Shivoham” (I am divine) and awakening to all my possibilities. Some of the new intelligence started expressing through the body included the ability to create a space for transmission of truths as an experience for others as well as the ability to relate with children as a Cosmic mother. My life was very much enriched by new intelligence.

Finally, in the recent Dec 2015 Nithyanandoham 1008 program, Swamiji took the entire group of seekers to a whole new level of alchemy by awakening the God particle in us – the bio energy. I experienced a total re-programming of the muscle memory and bio memory to reflect the purity of divine consciousness.

He explained that there are three parts of a human being – firstly, the part Known to you, but negative which is binding, secondly, the part Known to you but positive which is liberating and lastly, the Unknown part of you. The Unknown part of you is 98%, the positive Known part of you is 1% and the negative Known part of you is 1%. Unfortunately, the Unknown of you” is always handled by the negative Known part of you. Any new situation you always look at it from the negative Known part of you which suffocates you in life. Through the Nithyanandoham process, Swamiji successfully converted the 98% Unknown part of you into positive bio-energy. I can already feel the power of this bio energy which gives me the intelligence to develop the right thought current to live a life with powerfulness, intelligence and strength. There is no room for guilt or powerlessness anymore. What an amazing gift by a living incarnation! A thank-you is not enough to express my heartfelt gratitude to Swamiji for the great gift of Inner Awakening to humanity. May more sincere seekers be touched by the divine alchemy of a living incarnation.

In essence, I can sum up my spiritual metamorphosis from Inner Awakening program in one statement “It is about making you experience the Universe and making the Universe experience you as it is.” The experience of ONENESS with the Cosmos and enjoying life as a divine play of extraordinary powers and spiritual experiences is something I would give up anything just to have this gift by the Guru. In this mystical process, I became more comfortable with playing with the Unknown part of me, living in advaita (non-duality) with the Whole. My entire inner space reverberates with this one cognition – Nithyanandoham (I am Nithyananda), the embodiment of eternal bliss. Every cell in my body, the mind and inner space are bubbling with confidence and powerfulness, the new year augurs well a new life with many possibilities! Stay tuned for more happenings. Namaste 😀

Note: To find out about Inner Awakening, click this link – http://innerawakening.org/

Home at Guru’s Home

Last week, I spent an extraordinary 8-day Teachers Training program for kids in the Bidadi ashram of my Master, Paramahamsa Nithyananda (fondly known as Swamiji). This trip was originally planned for July but it got postponed to October due to some family events. It turned out to be the best decision for me because everything happened so beautifully as a result of the delayed gratification and completion with family!

The moment I entered into the gate of the ashram after midnight, there was a sense of home-coming after being away for 2 years. The smell of the air was so fresh and divine. The Kalabhairava (Lord of Time) deity greeted me at the guardhouse and I offered my respect to the Lord of Time. Everything made me feel so welcome by the Guru’s grace. It was easy for me to immediately assimilate into the spiritual routine in the ashram – starting with 4 am yoga practice followed by 6 am Paduka Puja/Nithya Kirtan (Offer of gratitude and Devotional dance) and then 7 am Nithya Satsang (discourse). Thanks to the days of training in Inner Awakening program which helped me to settle into the pulse of the ashram life.

I thought my sole purpose of this trip was to attend the teachers training called Nithya Dhyaan Yoga for kids but what I didn’t expect was the surprises that awaited me.

The first pleasant surprise was the opportunity to volunteer in the kids programme called Kalpataru for kids which was to assist the children in the practice of 3rd eye awakening and conduct a yoga practice. There were over 80 children from Tamil Nadu and some were from the villages. They were so fascinated by someone which is of a different race taking the class. Their space was so innocence and beautiful.

The second wonderful surprise was the amount of time I got to spend with Nithyananda Gurukul kids and experienced their powerful space of possibility. The Gurukul kids are literally a living enlightened master’s extension, they live and breathe the Guru’s teaching and bio memory. They radiate such extraordinary presence and confidence as well as a complete surrender to the Master. I was given a chance to teach them morning yoga for five days, had several interactive sessions with them to catch their space and find out life living around the Master.

All the Gurukul children had their Third Eye awakened i.e. the awakening of the inner intelligence by the living incarnation that enables them to open up new possibilities in their lives. The Third Eye is represented in the space between the two eyebrows. It is the portal through which one can connect to the rest of the Universe. This connection is the basis of all yogic powers that any human being can express.

One Gurukul child shared with us about her experience in reading the message in Swamiji’s inner space during Kumbha Mela (a spiritual gathering in September). At first, she didn’t know how this could be done. But just by her sheer trust and surrender to the Guru, the words appeared in her inner space. Her experience just gave me such a big click that it is only with deep trust and surrender to the Master that miracles can happen. This is such a precious direct experience, something I would like to transmit to the kids.

Another fascinating experience was their ability to scan the body for any disease or health problem using the Third Eye power. They happily did a body scan for our group and correctly identified the body issues and energy block of each participant. We were totally flabbergasted!

What struck me was their powerful space and trust in the master which can cause miracles in Nature such as an ability to make the rose plants drop its thorns, to get the mango trees to bear more mangoes which are low-hanging, an ability to manifest the turtles as their pet and to cause rain just by doing Rudra homa (a fire ritual). Fundamentally, these kids are living in a divine plane where their lives are designed for enriching the world. The Gurukul (Vedic school) is like an incubator for these extraordinary beings to flower into divine beings under the direct guidance of a living incarnation. I can’t imagine when these children grow up, the kind of conscious waves of transformation they will create on planet earth. Amazing! The more time I spent with them, the more joy and bliss I experienced in their presence.

One thought which came to me – If many more kids in the world can experience this powerful space and confidence, the collective consciousness of the world will experience a quantum shift to enlightened consciousness – Satya Yuga. One thing for sure – I am going to be part of this reality! How excited I am!

In essence, spending time in the Guru’s home is tantamount to entering into a totally different plane of existence – the Guru’s garbha (Cosmic womb). Many great things happen just by His divine’s grace! I look forward to the next trip when He calls again. Namaste 😀

Share and Enrich

Once my husband asked me why I am constantly sharing my spiritual experiences on Facebook. I told him that I learned from Lord Krishna in Bhagavad Gita that it is only by sharing and enriching others that I will continue to retain the divine energy in my heart. In fact, I don’t only share, I go one-step further by teaching people how to have spiritual experiences too.

In Karma Yoga of Bhagavad Gita Chapter 3 Verse 12, it clearly states that: ‘Satisfied with the selfless service, the celestial beings certainly award you the desired necessities of life. He who enjoys the things given by them without offering to the celestial beings is certainly a thief.

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