Do you suffer from a constant restlessness or a dissatisfied feeling?
Before I had my spiritual awakening, I used to carry this constant restlessness and irritability in my inner space. All the things I tried to do in the outer world could only provide a temporary relief then I was back to the same old mood of restlessness. When I looked back, that phase of my life felt like a living hell. It is like you have everything in the outer world but in the inner world, there is no inner peace or “ease-ness” within you.
It was only when I met my master, Paramahamsa Nithyananda (fondly known as Swamiji) that the mystery of life started to unfold itself within me. I realised that all this while, my inner light was being covered by a veil of incompletions which prevented me from remembering my original state of being and the purpose of my existence. In addition, I was loaded with self-doubt, self-hatred and self-denial patterns from the incompletions, literally I was a lost soul in the ocean of illusions and delusions. When Swamiji gave me the sword of knowledge, I finally was able to find my way back to my original state of Being i.e. non-duality (Advaita).
